I don't want to go back....really don't want to go back. School hasn't even started back yet, and my ' parents' and I are already fighting over stuff. I'm just glad it's my senior year- I have my senior trip and moving out to look forward to. Need to get out of this hell-hole.

So! Summer's been pretty great...been some angst between me and the ' parents' that aren't really even parents *cough* but I've been trying to enjoy myself. Summer ends too soon, far as I'm concerned...

Unfortunately, one of my close friends won't be at Fayetteville next year. Because of some stuff that happened last year, her mom's sending her to Greenland...which will hopefully shut down before the school year actually starts. But on the plus side, another good friend of mine transferred to Fayetteville and another might who went to different schools before, so it'll be a little better. I wonder if I'm gonna be able to take better care of myself this year...I know I can't trust the fuckin' counselors. So much for doing your job, guys.

And wonderfully enough, one of my friends' MSN accounts got hacked or something last night and I had some really awesomely horrible shit said to me. Since I don't know who it was, the anon effect comes into play- I don't know who all feels that negatively about me now. Lovely.

But, about school- I'm thinking about coming up with some sort of coping method to make the year easier. Was considering practicing my in-character-ness by choosing a character from something to portray each semester in a school setting. Kind of an acting test, you know? The only choices I can think of off the top of my head are Squall and Roxas- I'm gonna be much more introverted this year, probably.

...I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE DRAMA GOD FREAKING DAMN IT. MAKE IT STOP.

Now I've gotta go clean my room or Scarlet (nickname for the thing that's supposed to be my mother and fucking fails at life for it) is gonna yell and bitch at me more.

-Kuro